You're not a wall I lay
upon
Nor are you shining like
a star
Because the stars shine
from so far
And walls all shatter when
I moan
You're not the one who helped
me stand
You didn't just hold out
your hand
Nor did you join my dark
despair
When I thought life to
be unfair
Instead, you sat near where
I lied
You were so much dissatisfied
With my behaviour and I
Shut up and looked into
your eyes
My own met yours and what
I saw
You said it already before
When your heart yelled
for me to hear
But I was deaf, yet I was
near!
I never lacked a listening
ear
I talked, and talked, about
that fear
Growing inside me like
bad seeds
I always talked about my
needs
And how they went unmet,
unnoticed
In front of those to whom
I gave
The light of hope - but
hope, I noticed
Would lead me straight
into my grave
When smiles and sighs were
all unhappy
When the bad moon caressed
my gloom
I found the doubts grow
deep inside me
I was prepared to meet
my doom
When you rushed in and found
me crying
You knew precisely what
to do
How did you know my heart
was dying?
Was it so obvious to you?
You pulled my heart close
to your own
Brushing the dirty mud
away...
When all the others will
have flown
Still mine shall be the
one to stay! |